A few years ago this PRISON JOURNAL was NOTHING. It
did not exist. It was a blank page in my notebook.
I had an idea in my head and a desire in my heart. My imagination
caused the idea to grow and hope caused the desire to increase. But I could also see
problems, problems, problems in the way.
HOW COULD I CARRY OUT
SUCH A WILD IDEA?
I needed help. My boss is a powerful CREATOR, so I asked Him for help.
Some people call him God, but Hes still my boss. He had told me to ASK HIM if I ever
needed help. So I asked. And He is helping me now to fulfill the dream that was in my
heart.
STRUGGLE - CONFUSIONS
DOUBT AND WORK
I cant tell you all about the frustrations, confusions and doubts
I had when I first started planning this journal...but I had plenty. I almost gave up on
the idea 30 dozen times. But I made it this far. Now its going to take work, work,
and more work to get it into your hands. Its going to take time and patience. But
with the help of my boss. WE ARE GOING TO DO IT.
WE ARE GOING TO CREATE
SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING!
THE
BIG WHEEL
Round and round and round he goes...where he stops...nobody knows.
In and out of jails...in and out of prisons. Up on a high...down into a hole of
depression. Up again and then down. Round and around and around. Locked in a hell of
despair and nobody seems to care.
Life has a way of tearing some people down...breaking them apart...and
reducing them to NOTHING!
Some are abused by parents, belittled by teachers, teased by uncaring kids...and dumped
on by supposed friends.
No wonder we learn to hate. Nobody can keep taking that kind of stuff
forever.
But, the more hate we have...the worse it gets. So where does this
merry-go-round stop?
When people get tired of hurting and crying - they put up walls. They
get hard and tough. And then they start hurting others.
They treat others like dirt. They use and abuse. They act like they
dont need help. But, on the inside, even the BIG WHEELS ARE STRUGGLING WITH
TIREDNESS, FEAR, ANGER AND A LOST FEELING THAT THEY CANT GET RID OF.
What about you?
Has someone ever told you, YOU WILL NEVER AMOUNT TO
ANYTHING!"
Thats bad. Its the same as saying, "You might as well
give up...quit trying...and go to hell!"
BUT DID YOU EVER THINK...
...they might be lying! We dont have to believe everything that
everybody says. They may be wrong. They dont know everything, do they?
I think its time to prove them wrong. I think you can amount to
something. I think you can BE SOMEBODY. I believe you can increase your value and
worth in the world.
There is a way to break that chain reaction of failure, guilt, anger,
hatred, blame, self-pity, depression and despair. But first a person has to change his way
of thinking. If we keep thinking the same kind of thoughts, were going to keep
producing the same kind of results.
New thoughts can create new attitudes and changed behavior...and what
we do with our lives is what really makes the difference.
If your old thoughts could have helped you they would have already
helped you by now. But they didnt. So if you want to see your circumstances change
and your future get better, you have to allow yourself to change the way youve been
thinking.
No one else can think for you. But, we can offer some "seed"
thoughts for the garden of your mind. If you will accept these thoughts and hang onto them
they will produce a harvest of new thoughts of your own. And your new way of thinking can
alter the direction and destiny of your life.
Even if you really believe that you are a NOTHING, a NOBODY, a FAILURE,
a FLOP and a worthless ZERO in life...thats O.K.! And Ill tell you why I say
that.
ZERO seems to be a negative number. You might even say "there
is nothing to it".
But, there is a scientific formula which turns negatives into
positives.
The film in your camera is a negative. But the photo lab knows how to
turn it into a picture - a positive. The right chemicals and the right process will
do it every time.
GOD PLUS NOTHING
EQUALS EVERYTHING
Do you realize that NOTHING is what God started with when He
made EVERYTHING?
And even if you are a NOTHING AND A NOBODY..if you will add God to your
life you can become something of great value.
I KNOW! I KNOW! That three-letter word, ("G.O.D.") throws up
a mental block in some peoples minds. But, I didnt say anything about
"RELIGION" did I?
God is not religious.
He is just
God. And thats where a change of thinking needs to begin.
The FIRST FIVE WORDS OF THE BIBLE say:
IN THE BEGINNING GOD CREATED...
The Bible didnt say THE CATHOLICS CREATED...or THE BAPTISTS
CREATED. It says, GOD CREATED. Was He a Methodist God? There were no
Methodists there. Was He a Jewish God? The Jews werent even born yet.
WHEN GOD STARTED OUT - HE STARTED OUT BY HIMSELF!
He didnt need the Popes help. He didnt call for Billy
Graham or Oral Roberts. he didnt ask the scientists to evaluate the possibilities of
creating matter out of nothing. He didnt call some "bookie" to see whether
the odds were for or against him. He wasnt gambling on himself. He had a sure thing!
He didnt even think about writing to "Dear Abby" or "Ann
Landers" for advice. and He didnt need a grant from the Government to do what
He wanted to do.
AND IF GOD CREATED EVERYTHING OUT OF NOTHING...just think what
He can do with you.
Out of NOTHING, He created a universe which seems to have no end. He
did it all by Himself and He hasnt run out of creative power. He hasnt had a
stroke.
GOD HASNT BEEN CRIPPLED BY POLIO! He can still do great
and beautiful things. But, Hes not going to do it while you are running from Him.
What Hes looking for are people who will TRUST HIM and be
willing to put themselves back into His hands. He can add value and purpose and meaning to
your life.
RELIGION TELLS YOU TO CHANGE YOURSELF
But, you know what you cant do. And we know what you cant
do. You cant save yourself. Its not YOU we are putting our trust
in...ITS GOD!
We have already seen what He can do in our own lives. And we are
anxious to see His CREATIVE POWER in action again...in your life.
We know that HIS POWER can and will become active in you - if you can
simply ACCEPT HIS EXISTENCE AS FACT and then believe in His willingness to invest a part
of Himself in you and your future.
These words are creating faith in you. If you will release that faith
toward Him...He will impart a measure of His power into you. He doesnt do it all at
once, but rather LITTLE BY LITTLE. Take what little you can right now.
His Spirit is there with you right now...letting you know that these
words are TRUE! His Spirit is encouraging you to believe and trust.
He knows your mind has been programmed to doubt, resist and disbelieve.
Thats why Hes not asking for an all-out surrender right now. He just wants you
to hang onto these words...for they are like precious seeds which will grow into a strong
and powerful confidence in Him and in His love and in His greatness.
Were not asking you to accept a religious God into your life.
When you talk to Him, tell Him you are wanting to know the ORIGINAL and ONLY creator of
the universe.
Remember!
GOD PLUS NOTHING
EQUALS EVERYTHING!
Accept His challenge. Expect a MIRACLE OF CREATION to begin in you
right now.
He can
CREATE A GOOD FUTURE
for you!
IM an "O"-Riginal
The "O" means Im nothing. And without God thats
really what I am.
But, with God in my life, I am becoming a unique creation of the
Almighty. Im different. Im special. And now my life has meaning, value and
purpose added to it.
Im finding out that an extra "ZERO" added to $10.00 can
make it $100.00 if its in the right place. I was out of place for so much of my life
that it feels good to finally find the place where I belong!
You will never be happy if you dont find the plan and purpose
that God has intended for your life. God can CREATE a place for you...a place of
importance and satisfaction. He may have to chisel, bend and shape you a little bit in
order to get you to "fit" in place...but, if youll let Him do that...He
will. In fact, Hes getting pretty good at that. Hes had thousands of other
people to work on before you ever came along. What makes you think youre more
impossible than they were? Ha! God is God! Give Him credit for having a little bit
of smarts plus a whole lot of power.
Man, if you only knew where Ive been and what God has done with
me, you would line up to let God work on you too. And I mean it! Ill tell you more
about that later.
Sincerely yours,
David D. Dodge
O
n this day, I,
A Nobody and a Nothing, gave my heart and life to
JESUS CHRIST.
My prayer is: "Lord, CREATE in me a CLEAN HEART, and renew within me a right
spirit.
I believe I am being BORN AGAIN...BEING MADE A NEW CREATURE IN CHRIST JESUS!
I believe God is going to Make SOMETHING out of me...something good... something
worthwhile!
I believe I have a future worth looking forward to.
Praise God!
Amen.